“And look at you sitting on the couch and not doing anything.” she said.
Because I don’t know what I’m passionate about yet. I know I like writing, but I’m not very good at it. I enjoy listening to music but I can’t sing like Adele or make music like Avicii. I like watching movies but I can’t act at all. I enjoy playing basketball but it’s been months since I’ve been on the court.
I cannot draw or sketch. I like capturing moments but I don’t own a fancy camera. So you see, there are things I like doing yet nothing that I’m good at. Nothing, and I feel useless. When am I ever going to know what I’m good at, what I truly am passionate about? I don’t know.
I feel like Nemo. Lost. Lost amongst these decisions, situations and people. Not knowing what to do. Just being clueless. I keep telling myself that destiny will show me the way. But it feels like we’re en route to nowhere.