Are you Closing in on Yourself?

…. That’s what my friend asked me when I was telling her about how people just leave without any reason or explanation.

I guess I am closing in on myself. Partly because I’m tired. I’m tired of people coming and going in my life. It’s made me so afraid of becoming close to people that I always have this façade on. This fake happiness-façade because I don’t want them to ask me what’s wrong, I don’t want to cave in and tell them everything, then wonder if they’re my shoulder to cry on. And partly because I think I can entertain myself pretty well.

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Eventually, you get tired- tired of asking people to stay, for a reason, a chance but for once you’d wish for someone to say they’re going to stay, and just stay. Because from what I’ve learnt so far, nothing is permanent in our temporary lives.

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