My exams are OVER!!!! I am a free bird for 2 months and I am over the moon. I went to college today, met my teachers- THANKED THEM for everything, from choosing me for the study abroad programme to being very very patient with me.
I found my new favorite teacher also. She is leaving, however, and we were her first ever batch. We were chit chatting in the cafeteria, and my friends were enquiring about my date. And i just looked at them, hoping to make them realise that our teacher was right there!!! but they rambled away. Then my teacher said- oooo date? And she generally asked about the date, about the guy. And i was talking to her as though, she was my friend, which was super cool!!!!
I like how informal it was but it was bittersweet, because when will we see her after that? Idk. but i sure do hope to keep in touch and speak often! Moving on, I finally met this boy I had met at the farewell for coffee and air hockey. I lost air hockey but we spoke for over an hour over coffee. So I am at that point in life, where after watching so much Queer Eye, that I want to be confident and- be myself. I’m chatterbox so we did talk about a variety of things. Then he said, you know, you’re my first random friend. I said that’s called new friend. What even is random??
And then when he said bye.. I felt as though.. I might have not created a good impression. Maybe, i had spoken too much. I had sooo many thoughts, lot of negativity. Then again, maybe I was just overthinking. He messaged me sometime ago, and I cannot stop grinning. Not getting ahead of myself, not rushing into things- I just want to take things as they come. Happy Holidays to me!!!
ALL those lessons I have learnt in the past.. I want to make use of them now!!!